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New Skin

by Cinder Spear

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Tell me again What makes a friend a friend? 'Cause the way you give then take makes me forget But how could it end? You’re always there for me Waiting patiently to swallow me again (Come and rest your tired eyes) Your fangs need sedative (Leave that pathetic life) Your honey tongue poison (Walk a mile with no shoes) Voices in my head (No one’s going to miss you) Swallow it instead I hope you choke on it Whisper again Sweeter nothings than All the dreary things this body says I get I’ll let you in Leave behind my skin Slither in and pull my spirit out again I'm tired of hearing the lie That I live an impossible life Where my mind and body collide I’m learning to get on my own side
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Here's to new beginnings I'm looking back I'm looking forward Squinted eyes For new horizons Not surprising 'Cause this is not the first time I've sat up here On the edge of a new year Looking out For some new vision Some ambition Some external pressure Pressing enough To squeeze out the new blood Force my hand To shed this old skin Wine from within 'Cause I've been disappointed I've let myself down More times than I can count I never learn Unless I'm suffering Bullfrog boiling But happy new year new me I'm sure that you'll be The me that outruns me The hero of This coward's journey Run right through me Yeah bitter wine can taste sweet When the vintage is new Peeling scabs off of old wounds Unshrunk patches Where scars should be Always bleeding Yeah you can hold your pain high Shake your fist at the sky Or lay down and die For all the despair And life isn't fair And God doesn't care But you can't stay forever Wishing yourself Were somebody else Anywhere But right here bleeding You'll never be free The only way to heal this Is to lean into it Let it sting let it itch How deep does it go You don't want to know But you want to grow I don't know why we suffer But as long as we do Let's sail straight on through Tie yourself to the mast And let the waves crash Hold your breath till they pass Healing always comes with time But it's on the other side Of suffering with dignity And the drowning death of pride Where scars begin to form And deeper than your wounds A joy that can endure I'm the same I can't change Change my name Change my frame So I'll stay I'll stay I'll stay I'll stay

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“New Skin” is the debut EP by Cinder Spear — exploring the struggle to stay present with ourselves and the world around us.

“Choose Your Own Adventure” is about my reconnection with my child self, reframing my childhood as an adventure instead of a tragedy.

“Swallow Your Tongue” is about the seductive power of dissociation, and my daily battle to engage with my disabled body.

“Dead Language” is about mankind's failure to interface with nature. Trying to articulate a sense of individual value and community that “primitive” nature understands with no need for advanced language.

“New Skin” is about learning to have grace for the things about me that I can't change. Finding joy and peace via the painful healing process of deep wounds.

I think it’s worth engaging with our sufferings, and my music reflects that. I hope you find comfort on the other side.

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released April 15, 2023

Music, Lyrics & Artwork: Dustin Clark
Guitar: Zach Althoff
Mixing & Mastering: Ian McDaniel
Samples: Users karlis.stigis, InspectorJ, Idk1609, Ezeek1, NebbiaOne, btherad2000, RTB45, chiara.arambarri, owstu, xtrgamr, El_Wilk, P_Chester, SMuntsinger, sergio c, Mattc90, sniperous, Mxsmanic, ludvique, leo153, Andrew Duke, Quistard, Poyekhali from freesound.org, User InstruMental Type Beats from SoundCloud, Scripps National Spelling Bee YouTube channel

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Dustin Clark Columbus, Ohio

Dustin Clark writes and records music in various styles and genres in his bedroom studio in Columbus, Ohio, USA. As an artist with Becker Muscular Dystrophy, he faces additional challenges that inform his process and expression as a recording artist. He leans into the imperfections of his recordings and embraces the vulnerability of musical expression despite his physical disability. ... more

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